Of procrastination and broken promises
This post is the epitome of procrastination.
4 years later and I am back like the prodigal son, well in my case I didn't leave to squander all my wealth but to be a master procrastinator 😂. I remember starting this blog and saying to myself "oh, in the next 4 to 5 years this would be so big and so well recognized". LOL, look at us 4 years later not far from where we started. All this to say, procrastination is a killer and I'm sure we should have gotten a cure for cancer by now if not that the scientist who has the idea is probably a procrastinator like I am.
As I write this post sprawled out on my bed like an unserious writer - I should be seated on a chair with my laptop on a desk shouldn't I? I wonder whether this blog would have become relatable and worthy of mention had I not let procrastination and her sister "what would people say" get to me. What would people say because quite frankly I was afraid of being as candid as I wanted to be, afraid that I would get labelled "the one with the unpopular opinions" or put in a box marked "weirdo".
I'm back now. I know you're asking what changed or what will change? The honest answer is I have no freaking idea. Would I get scared of sharing my true opinions and scurry off like a mouse again? Would I let procrastination convince me it's not good enough to share or nobody would be interested in reading? Would I go ahead and share my opinions irrespective of who reads or doesn't read? I don't know. What I do know is I'm here now and boy, am I happy to be back!
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Yahdii.
First off, thank you for coming back. It feels good to know that you still care about us.
ReplyDeleteYou mentioned you're not far off from where you started and while that may look like the truth, I don't think it is.
You write much better now and I could read you for hours (all of you��) without watching the time and I care alot about time.
But aside from your attractive words, you have more experience now and if you put that experience with your new passion, you could get to that place you always dreamed in no time.
Maybe I'm saying this because I'm emotionally attached or maybe I'm in a mood to spread and confess love. But you're doing good and I can't wait for more content, no pressure.
Maybe one thing you could do is let go of any kind of fear. People will judge and misterprete your words either way. Do you and me, if you're into that kind of thing (��).
I'm here for you, and I know how that sounds considering I'm commenting anonymously. And I have my reasons, which I'll share if we ever get the chance to share the same pot, pan, bed, kitchen or table. I'd prefer all though.
Keep writing and maybe use a custom, shorter and much more memorable domain name. It would help us a lot. Ciao.
Hmm... thanks for the comment. Commenting anonymously didn't help hide your identity though. As regards custom hosting, I plan to fully commit to writing once more before investing in a proper website, consider this a beta phase.
DeleteI knew it wouldn't hide my identity. Maybe I'm happy you know its me.
DeleteWell, take your time. As long as you're serving us content. ❤️❤️